I don’t know where I am going.
Would you catch me if I ran?
Would you take me back again?
Say something; tell me
That I am in your heart
And that I inspire your art.
I can still feel you under my skin.
Life is not the same without your light
Let me fall asleep in your arms; hold me tight.
I was wishing upon a star to find a place in the middle of your heart
I was wishing and wishing and wishing
But all I got was an insult and the courage to make a new start.
The star knew better than to grant my wish
I was crying and crying and crying
My tears became a salty river for the fish.
The middle of your heart was filled with love for an other
I finally understood
There was no need to repeat my wish, I was too good to be your secret lover.
And so I looked at the night sky and thanked the shooting star
I smiled and smiled and laughed
An unfulfilled wish was what I needed to see who you really are.
Shadows are hunting my dreams
Thieves! They want to steal my light; or so it seems.
I run faster. I stumble and curse and stutter
It all makes my thoughts pucker.
Wrinkled mind and uneven ideas;
My demons insist on instilling fears.
But deep inside grows a seed,
It was planted in my brain before I was freed.
Cracks in my walls let light in;
Its heat tickles my skin.
Bold and fearless I stretch my senses,
Breaking down the last remaining fences.
The shadows hide in the light of day,
But they will be back, and I am ready to fight; come whatever may.
I was a fellow traveller lost on this long winding road. Ready to give up; I sat and waited, but not one soul showed. The dirt and the dust were whirling through the air. Suddenly, you were there. You were pulling at my will to sit still. I got up and pasted my sweaty body against yours, and together we sailed to new shores. This fellow traveller had been found, minutes before she would have drowned. I became your queen, and you are my king, flying to the other side on a raven’s wing.
Our silence lies heavy on my chest
To feel you one more time
Your lips tasting my breasts
Your silence is slipping into mine
I’ve been on this road for many years
Trying to forget all those tears.
And in the deepest low
Behind the darkest glow,
Hope was always hiding
A light was always shining.
I’ve been on this road, walking endless miles
Ignoring the past’s echoes and its cries.
And as I stopped and sat down
It took me a moment to understand that there were new friends in town.
My restless travels and my frantic searching were in vain
This was where I wanted to be stayin’.
I’ve been down that road so many times
Creating stories and words in my minds.
And in the shining sun
When I felt like I needed to run,
I found solace in my broken thoughts,
Tying together their fraying knots.
But this is not the end of the road,
This traveler’s pace has just been slowed.
Soaking in the beautiful landscape
Even the one that was manmade.
Just resting my weary eyes
And listening to the path the soul takes when it flies…
They don’t see what I can’t tell, they can’t understand that I am not well.
Everything is perfectly fine, apart from me and my mind.
Another morning filled with silent tears, this is the worst in years.
I can’t go on and I can’t give up, but I need to make this stop.
It’s crippling me, breaking me into pieces; the overwhelmed feeling increases.
I know they love me, they see me, but even their love can’t free me.
How can they see what I don’t tell, and that I am living in my personal hell?
I dread the moment when i lose my strength and cave. Until now, I have been brave. For now, I safe. Please, keep me safe?
No rush to see you leave. No desire to chain your needs to mine. I don’t intend to be your heart’s thief. But I’ll allow it, it will be fine. Too damaged to accept admiration. Too much grief to feel elation. Shy and confuse and happy at once; using two-thousand and sixty-five different fonts. A light had blinded me, and so I slid back into the dark. I wanted to see and allowed the first spark. I am not in love, just intrigued. I am waiting for the realisation that all of this was dreamed. It is not, I know for sure. And a tiny piece of my heart will from now on be yours.
I fumble with my words and stumble over my soul
Honey, without you, I am not whole.
But how am I supposed to tell you that
I don’t regret the day we met.
So many unexpected moments that we shared
So many things we never dared.
But honey, without you I am not whole.
My being becomes a black hole
As I forget who I was
And do what this woman does.
Just a missing piece is who you are
And I have been wishing upon a star;
But honey, don’t forget, without you I am not whole.
What was is not what we remember.
Facts change over time.
The truth is, there was burning ember
And emotions that made us rhyme.
I don’t miss you one bit
My ears are burning hot.
I mean, shit;
I miss you a lot.
Built with Legos.
We were easy to destroy
No glue kept us together
Let’s blame it on Roy,
or better yet, the weather.
Oh man, my inspiration is getting worse
My apologies for sharing my head mess
Every emotion put in verse
No one cares, I guess.