Diamonds trying to outshine the dark, but
Only light can make them spark.
Novelty has worn off
Too many times we’ve gone soft.
Ingrained, but never imagined in our wildest dreams, how we are
Growing together, and secretly falling apart at our seams.
Nothing can contain our lust
Other than the chains that must
Reign us in, and keep us caged;
Endlessly devoted to a love that hasn’t aged.
Millions of thoughts keep us apart;
Emotions and memories – forever locked away in my heart.
I’m coming home, she said.
But it was a lie
Words whispered at night into the sky.
The blues tugged at the corners of her being
If only the right one could be there, seeing.
But he never was.
Another human mind asleep
Never thinking or getting in too deep.
And as the wind invited her to join the never ending dance of life,
She let out a wail and jumped into the light.
This time, the words she had spoken had been true,
Hadn’t there been someone, someone new.
Without intent, he saved her from a graceless fall
Together they stood on the ledge of a wall.
I want to go home, she whispered.
Nodding, he took her hand
Together they took a leap into a foreign land.
Faded and jaded from years spent in misery,
These strangers joined each other for the rest of eternity.
Home is not a building made of bricks and stone
It is the person, that feeling we have when we aren’t alone.
lots of them
A thousand misses
Again and again.
Cover my bruised heart
With sinful heat
Allow us a new start
You can take the lead.
The rhythm guides our moves
The lovers’ groove
A blanket of sweat
Covers you and me
Allow me that;
Mark me with your seed.
Oh how I crave your touch
The blissful release
It doesn’t take too much
You get me there, with ease.
You between my thighs
You bring me peace
Never felt a higher high
Let me come, please.
I feel you inside
No protection at all
My eyes water with pride
As I suffer the final fall.
Some consider us a sin
But you are the best part of me
Completing me from within,
The one who opened my eyes to see.
I give myself to you
Heart, mind and soul
Give me yourself too
And I will fill your holes.
This is your song
You know who you are.
I haven’t known you for very long
But you are my brightest star.
I don’t know where I am going.
Would you catch me if I ran?
Would you take me back again?
Say something; tell me
That I am in your heart
And that I inspire your art.
I can still feel you under my skin.
Life is not the same without your light
Let me fall asleep in your arms; hold me tight.
I was wishing upon a star to find a place in the middle of your heart
I was wishing and wishing and wishing
But all I got was an insult and the courage to make a new start.
The star knew better than to grant my wish
I was crying and crying and crying
My tears became a salty river for the fish.
The middle of your heart was filled with love for an other
I finally understood
There was no need to repeat my wish, I was too good to be your secret lover.
And so I looked at the night sky and thanked the shooting star
I smiled and smiled and laughed
An unfulfilled wish was what I needed to see who you really are.
Shadows are hunting my dreams
Thieves! They want to steal my light; or so it seems.
I run faster. I stumble and curse and stutter
It all makes my thoughts pucker.
Wrinkled mind and uneven ideas;
My demons insist on instilling fears.
But deep inside grows a seed,
It was planted in my brain before I was freed.
Cracks in my walls let light in;
Its heat tickles my skin.
Bold and fearless I stretch my senses,
Breaking down the last remaining fences.
The shadows hide in the light of day,
But they will be back, and I am ready to fight; come whatever may.
I was a fellow traveller lost on this long winding road. Ready to give up; I sat and waited, but not one soul showed. The dirt and the dust were whirling through the air. Suddenly, you were there. You were pulling at my will to sit still. I got up and pasted my sweaty body against yours, and together we sailed to new shores. This fellow traveller had been found, minutes before she would have drowned. I became your queen, and you are my king, flying to the other side on a raven’s wing.
Our silence lies heavy on my chest
To feel you one more time
Your lips tasting my breasts
Your silence is slipping into mine
I’ve been on this road for many years
Trying to forget all those tears.
And in the deepest low
Behind the darkest glow,
Hope was always hiding
A light was always shining.
I’ve been on this road, walking endless miles
Ignoring the past’s echoes and its cries.
And as I stopped and sat down
It took me a moment to understand that there were new friends in town.
My restless travels and my frantic searching were in vain
This was where I wanted to be stayin’.
I’ve been down that road so many times
Creating stories and words in my minds.
And in the shining sun
When I felt like I needed to run,
I found solace in my broken thoughts,
Tying together their fraying knots.
But this is not the end of the road,
This traveler’s pace has just been slowed.
Soaking in the beautiful landscape
Even the one that was manmade.
Just resting my weary eyes
And listening to the path the soul takes when it flies…
They don’t see what I can’t tell, they can’t understand that I am not well.
Everything is perfectly fine, apart from me and my mind.
Another morning filled with silent tears, this is the worst in years.
I can’t go on and I can’t give up, but I need to make this stop.
It’s crippling me, breaking me into pieces; the overwhelmed feeling increases.
I know they love me, they see me, but even their love can’t free me.
How can they see what I don’t tell, and that I am living in my personal hell?
I dread the moment when i lose my strength and cave. Until now, I have been brave. For now, I safe. Please, keep me safe?