Our happy sails.
You are at the top
of my list.
were not ready
Imploded – exploded.
Too many lefts
That were never right
Too much of us
And the light shone too bright.
Now that we are gone
We are existing again
Now that we are apart
We can grow again
Now that this page is written
Our story is complete
Now that our hearts beat out of tune
We need to write new songs.
If I fall
I will rise
If I feel buried
I am actually planted
If I am in the dark
I am facing the light
I am your star
In broad daylight
I am your sun
If I am asleep
You are awake in my dreams
When I am cold
You are my heat.
Fallen angel –
We were caught.
secrets that make my skin tingle
and put a smile on my face.
secrets that make my heart race
and make my stomach churn.
secrets that no one will ever know.
secrets that no one will ever believe.
repeating the words just for my ears
repeating the promise just for your eyes.
secrets that will be our downfall
secrets that make us rise.
You made me your secret.
And secretly, I adore you for that.
(tbt – December 2015)
Please don’t touch the sore spots on my soul. I will bleed you out of my system and I am not ready yet.
My heart has to be able to beat without you to set my soul free
But my soul is holding on to your memory
My memories pretend to be in tune with yours
But we are out of tune. You and me.
Travelling next to each other in different directions
If we walk long enough, we will meet again
I’d walk over mountain and swim through the seas
To find my way into your heart
And let it beat again for me.
This one is exclusive on this blog. Nowhere else you can find it. Feeling spoilt? Well… You should. You are something special and you matter. And I am in a manic mindset. Yay me…
Draw me in an ocean
Draw me in the sand
Draw me in the seas
Draw me on the land.
Draw me on the clouds
And push the sky away.
Draw me under your skin
In this special magic way.
Draw me in your music
And draw me on your sheets
Draw me in your mind
Draw me when we are in heat.
Draw my silhouette
Draw my soul
Draw my flaws
And draw what makes me whole.
Draw me in my sleep
Draw me on my knees
Draw a picture of me on your heart;
For I am your most precious piece of art.
Memories for hours.
A piano in tune
A melody for her
We will meet again soon
And the past is a blur.
Pain lets her breathe
After a silent night
She’s in way too deep
Chasing the light.
But the music plays on
And the sand fills a glass
She will walk amongst the stars.
Still powerful words – please don’t let me go
who will put flowers on my grave?
who will be there on my final days?
and when I am gone
when I sang my final song,
who will take flowers to my grave?
In the rain
waiting to be washed away,
like the fading flowers on my grave.
and there I wait
for my ultimate fate
and I see your flowers on my grave.
*inspired by the song Flowers by Antimatter*
For one night, I’ll be yours and you’ll be mine.
For never. Forever.
For life; I’ll be yours and you’ll be mine.
The earth stood still, you let go and I fell off. Broken bones and bruised skin. Dented soul. Enormous hole – inside. Rejected. Ignored. I lay in our excretions. Drowning in foul thoughts. No surprises. You pulled back and I am left in our mess. I watch you leave and stop to breathe. Prepared to be gone. To not exist. But I am not dead enough inside. I will live. I splutter and I cough, before I get up. Yes, it hurts, but I will heal. The blood and piss will wash off. But you… you are in me. Tattooed under my skin. Carved into the walls of my skull. I will never get rid of you. Stay where you are, but get out. The earth needs to spin, even when I can’t see through the fog. Even when I am caught in the shadow. The day will come when I will fly. Awake. Forever awake.
If you look at me, please see me. If you see me for the person that I am, please love me.
If you listen to me, please hear me. If you hear my words, please understand them.
If you want me, don’t hold back. If you don’t hold back, I will be all yours.
This is actually no fiction. This is all me in my most vulnerable state. I am afraid to be invisible, invaluable, used…
A breeze in her hair
A thought in her dream
An undescribable feeling
As if her soul is touched from within.
The night is painted with colours
The rain washed over her and dried.
And as the sun warms her skin
She feels his presence as
A breeze in her hair.
A breeze in the cold night’s air.
There is nothing dark.
We are each other’s light.
There is nothing taboo.
We are consenting.
There is nothing off limits
We are willing to push our boundaries.
There is nothing unattainable
We are carrying each other on our journey
There is nothing to worry about
We feel each other when we are not there.
There is nothing wrong.
Everything about us is right.
There is nothing dark.
You are my light. I am yours.
Sing a song for me. Write a song about me. Remember what we had and preserve it for eternity.
Hidden in your mind, I’ll stay. For no one to see. For no one to know.
Feel me in your soul. I’ll stay there. A memory. For no one to see. For us to know.
I wander through the night. Awake while the world is asleep. For no one to see. For you to know.
It’s all in the way you made me feel.
Release your grip from my heart
You’re crushing me
Not stopping until I fall apart.
Release your power over me
I’m not a puppet on a string
I can’t find happiness on my knees.
Release me. Release me. Release me.
Set me free.
First one for a book called Whispers of Hope:
It is an ongoing collection of poetry.
It’s a book callen Burnt Wood
Short pieces of poetry, thoughts and flash fiction can be read here. Once in a while a piece of music is added to a particular piece… I hope you listen to them and find something new that you’ll like 🙂
I hope you enjoy them,
Thank you and have a great week
But not broken
But not bleeding
But not smiling
But not crying
But not speaking
But not hiding
But not them
But not there
But not inside
But filled with emotions
But not sleeping
But full of passion
But not when you are there.
I can’t because this is real and I am not asleep.
The best part of a poem I wrote tonight 🙂
Inside this grey and black vessel is a lot of colour
I tend to forget it’s there, but it is bursting out the cracks
I am a rainbow hidden in a cloud
Let me rain
Let me shine
Let me show you who I really am.
I cover your black with my colour
And paint your night away
Until I used it all and I am back to my usual grey.
Share your colour with me
Make it rain
Make me shine
And show them who I really am.
We will paint the grey away;