Sinking

In my fragile state

I’m sinking.

No fight is left

No struggle worth it.

Sinking

Sinking

I asked to be saved

But no one heard

I demanded a rope

To pull myself out

But I couldn’t reach it.

I am sinking

Sinking

Thinking.

Overflowing numbness.

When I close my eyes,

I am vanished – gone

And no one knows I even existed.

Leaving no trace.

I keep waiting

Silver slivers of an other world
Golden echoes of a past long gone
It is as if the warming summer rain never ceased to coat our skins
It is as if the most important part of you lives inside my pulsing veins
Gray clouds repeating your whispered word
White lies, hidden in a new song
It is as if your home is in my mind
But my mind is lost and home is hard to find
Iridescent pictures of the end of an affair
I vividly remember the way you used to ask “Are you there?”
Silver slivers, fragments of our story
Golden echoes, mirror of a promise I intend to keep

With me

Drive with me
Dive with me
Die with me?

Breathe with me
Be a thief with me
Open your eyes and see
With me.

We can be for never
I promise to keep waiting
Forever

The night is still
And so are we.
Listening to scared minds
Waiting on our windowsill.

Grieve with me
Leave with me
Be with me.

Lie with me
Shine with me
Find home in my arms
With me.

We can be for never
I promise to keep waiting
Forever.