the young girls wish upon a star
don’t they know, that it’s a dead planet whose light has died many years ago?
they are too late and wasting their precious time.
I am too dark
darkness is my friend, guiding me,
giving me hope and taking it away softly,
unseen by most
and they wonder why I became like this
my hopeless, hidden self
I’ve seen the lights go out
and life fading into darkness.
I’ve seen bodies fading
and souls degrading.
Once, I was a young girl too,
wishing upon a star and waiting for the magic to happen,
now I’m older and wiser.
disillusioned sometimes too.
this is from last June. I was in a dark(er) place than I usually am and I hated my life and everything around me with a vengeance. For those who care; right now, I am in a pretty solid mindset. I try to be less cynic and more positive, at which I admittedly don’t always succeed. But I do my best, trying to surround myself with people I like, doing the things I like to do and ignoring all those people who try to tell me, that I will fail with everything I do!